Some humor; a half-Asian with a white dad emails me how “Oriental women” love tall and handsome white men. Despite being short, ugly, and 100% Asian looking himself.
Below is a good example of the profoundly disturbed, confused, self-hating yet also delusional nature of half-Asian male self esteem.
I.e., like many half-Asian men, he refuses to see himself as being an Asian male, despite looking 100% Asian, thinks highly of whites to the extent bordering on white nationalist speaking points, and harbors a truly bizarre sense of self somewhere between extreme anti-Asian male racism and inability to rationalize his existence as being non-white. Many of these half Asian men wind up virgins, unmarried well into old age, engaging in some fantastically strange degree of both high self esteem that doesn’t fit with their real world success.