🔥Most half Asian males look 90% Asian – and being Asian is a bad, bad, bad thing, to even our own mothers. What happens when Asian women who “love” white men discriminate against Half Asian men who they mistake for full Asian? What happens to Half-Asians who have to endure racism outside of the home and inside the home, plus divorced parents, plus a racist, anti-social dad?

The thing is, there will be some mentally damaged Asian in the comments saying that this individual looks white.

Part of the problem here is that Half-Asians become white when Asian sociopaths want them to be; and become Asian when we do something bad, like complain about racist white men fetishizing Asian women and vice versa.

The ultimate reality is that even if we don’t look fully Asian, Asian blood is seen as INFERIOR by the VAST MAJORITY of human beings. It’s a mockery. Even most Asian women that really, really hate Asian males hate Half-Asian males the same. We are essentially goaded from childhood to eschew (that means AVOID for any people who can’t speak English), our Asian side; and that leads to mental illness, because you can’t be healthy when one side is viewed as inferior by BOTH OF YOUR PARENTS. A child simply cannot be healthy when his parents utilize him as a weapon against others; a child cannot be healthy when his parents examine his features in the framework of white being better – which is exactly what these couples do. Their belief is set in stone that it is only WHITENESS that makes being Half-Asian better than full, regardless of what the white father looks like – and he is oftentimes unattractive.

Now imagine having your own mother being one of those women who casually gave into white men who humiliated men who look like you.

That’s essentially why the range of Hapa behavior – from over the top arrogance for no reason (despite there being millions of more successful mixed races of varying degrees), to a delusional Elliot-Rodger tier belief that they are white, to embracing white nationalism like Marcus Epstein or the ton of Hapas who go to Richard Spencer’s conferences – all point to the hatred of Asianness.

The reality here is that when mixing with Asians, ones entire bone structure is altered; it’s not like with other races where the bone structure remains relatively intact and features just change according to eye color, hair texture and skin color. The entire bone structure changes – and that bone structure – on its own, is uniformly hated by everyone, and stereotyped as being ugly. When 99% of Half Asians have Asian moms the message is very clear; Asianness is ugly, and our mothers are trying to get rid of it, and hype up our blue eyes and light hair (both of which don’t exist, or rarely do, or disappear when we get older).

So then you have millions of half-Asians that look more or less Asian, ethnically ambiguous, and are deeply ashamed of their Asian heritage, being raised by some weird, misogynistic, anti-feminist, anti-Islamic, anti-black guy, raising some half-Asian kid whose mother tells him that he or she is white and that it was a brilliant life choice to marry some racist asshole.

White men and Asian women will see you on the street and just assume you are another Asian male – and they will look at you with disgust (I get this all the time). Asian women will often do the “scowl” face at me while with their white partners – proving that white men / Asian women couples are about seething hatred, not love. The fact that my parents’ marriage was so violent confirms that there was no love there. 

These are the same people who go onto raise us. Hateful, bitter, racist white men – since white men love humiliating Asian men in order to increase their access to Asian women. Literally – the entire premise of WM/AW is that Asian men are not men – and we, their sons, look totally Asian. 

For this reason half Asian men tend to just wind up being even bigger failures than full Asian males. For this reason despite everything white men / Asian women can’t name any grandly successful biracial Asian men who look Asian.

“Dad, I get called a chink at school.” Oh, son, I don’t know what to do about that.

“Mom, a girl told me she doesn’t like Asian guys.” Oh, son, neither do I.

Now you wonder why Half Asians have rates of criminality that almost rival and even surpass rates of black kids from the ghetto?

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Your pictorial guide to racist white incels, 4chan, 8chan, the alt-right, and their love for Asian women, and why these people are a danger to everyone around them.

Why are there so many racist, anti-social, potentially violent, anti-feminist and anti-black white men who go after Asian women? What does it mean to be half-Asian and endure racism from a white father and an Asian mother?
Why white incels, anti-socials, and various other fringe weirdos almost always have yellow fever, and how does that endanger half Asians? Click Here for a Larger Version.

Ever notice how the more a man “likes” Asian women – the more and more he seems to hate Asian men, feminism, white women, black people, and immigrants? I thought it was true love! Ever notice how incels tend to be extreme racists against everyone, yet seem to love Asian women and yearn to travel to Asia? Ever notice how Stephen Paddock loved Asian women? Ever notice that the world’s most famous “incel,” Elliot Rodger, was half-Asian and had an extensive manifesto filled with his hatred of Asian men and White women?

Ever notice how incel boards like 4chan, /pol, and other websites have a passion for Asian women? Why? Why do these hostile, violent incels have Asian women as their number one pick?

🔥🔥🔥Racist, alt-right, Neo-Nazi, conservative white men LOVE Asian women as a substitute for “traitorous” white women (Vital Post; updated and properly sourced; involves the most prominent voices in White Nationalism: Richard Spencer, Kyle Chapman, Chuck C. Johnson, John Derbyshire – all of whom have or had Asian girlfriends and wives)

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This is the newest and most concise list of white supremacists with Asian wives, and Asian women who are actively involved with white supremacy organizations or movements.

 

It is not a small list. I actually involves some of the most prominent voices in White Supremacy and White Nationalism.

 

White Nationalist John Derbyshire. The leading figurehead in the alt right movement, Kyle Chapman. Chuck C. Johnson, professional racist. Andrew Anglin, the world’s most famous current Neo-Nazi. Richard Spencer. All of these guys had or have Asian partners, because White women are “traitorous mudsharks and liberal feminists”.

 

It’s essentially the same reason why very meek white men target Asian women – because they know that Asian women have much lower standards for white men, because Asian women are seen as both hypersexual and chaste, at the same time, meaning that they are willing to have relationships with white racist losers, while white women won’t.

 

In other words, while white men feel “cucked” (their words, not mine) by Arabs, Islam, blacks, hip-hop, thugs, and what not – Asian women provide a convenient exercise in both White-racial superiority, as well as a chance for them to have a “family” with a woman that is chaste, traditional, and “doesn’t embrace multiculturalism and Jewish influence.”

 

Because I am now considered one of the premier voices among Half Asians, pretty much, in the history of Half Asians, I will explain below just exactly why Asian women are loved by White Supremacists, why Asian women love them right back, and why half Asian children like Elliot Rodger and Daniel Holtzclaw are just a tiny portion of a bigger phenomenon. I myself was a former white supremacist, despite being half-Asian, something that I deeply regret, but this “race obsession” was largely in part due to have two extremely racist parents, as well as dealing with racist explicitly against my Asian-maleness.

 

In case you’ve never noticed, the majority of Half Asians are wildly arrogant and racist, despite never having accomplished anything of note; most of them brag about being half-Asian (despite the majority looking Asian as hell), which is something that no other group of mixed-race people does – and the only reason they do so is because they are insecure about their Asian heritage, because the overwhelming majority of us have white fathers.

 

In short: Asian women are the siegebreakers for White feminism, multiculturalism, and “anti-white” politics, that white men see as the answer for taking back the power that was “stolen” from them (but in actuality was just more evenly distributed). In other words, when White men fail with other women due to having autistic, racist or antisocial beliefs, Asian women, desperate to feel desired or genuinely attractive as a non-Asian (in particular, white) woman, are just there to “support them” in their anti-social, anti-progressive personal views.

 

Since these same women come from a culture where social status is paramount, culture and emotions are non-existent, they have no problem sleeping with – or not sleeping with, e.g., dead bedrooms – low status, ugly, white men.

 

Asian women are not more beautiful than White women; in fact behind closed doors the majority of Asian women admit that they are not attractive, and the only reason certain white men chase Asian women is because non-Asian women have standards. Most Asian women have a certain “unhealthy” and “unfriendly” look to them, which seems to match their very calculating and cruel behavior (the majority of White men with Asian brides are mercilessly bullied and castrated by their self-hating, bitter Asian wives who become more and more irate that their husbands are in fact, yellow-fever losers who could not form a normal relationship, and also because these same wives, desperate to feel white, are constantly reminded by society that they are not beautiful, or desired).

 

The only reason men think Asian women are more beautiful is because, frankly, they are easier, simply because they know they are less attractive with their clothes on. Male lust and true beauty must be distinguished, and male lust for Asian women lies in a male psychosexual desire to dominate and feel big and to escape castration by non-Asian women. This is why men who seek out Asian women are truly anti-social, extreme racists and extremely dangerous to their children; they have nothing kind to say about anyone because they know that their marriage is merely a pale imitation of a real relationship that wouldn’t exist if the races were switched.

 

So, racist white men seeking a “substitute” for white women that they view as traitors, will go for Asian women as a way to get laid / have a “traditional” marriage free from traitorous, slutty non-Asian women. It gives them a sense of control to be able to feel “bigger” than Asian men, and be able to be as racist and anti-social as they want, while being “married.”

 

To racist white men, Asian women want white children, they want to integrate, they love white culture, they especially won’t sleep with black men (like those whorish white women), and they are traditional, chaste, family-oriented, black hating, thin, light skinned, quiet women who act like White women should be acting.

 

The children of White men and Asian women will be high risk, being told that they are white by their mothers (which is never true), being encouraged to embrace white privilege by their pragmatist, cold blooded Asian parental figure, being mocked for their Asianness by their White fathers (who, for their entire marriage secretly hope for a White woman to come along), who hoped for their children to be white passing and to avoid any and all liberal nonsense about white privilege or SJW’s, and being mocked by White men and Asian women couples that parade around by the millions, pretending they are saving the world from blacks, minorities, immigration, SJWs, and whatever.
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Where did Elliot Rodger – a half Chinese boy who hated black boys (called them the descendants of slaves), Hispanics, and Asian men – come from?

 

Let me explain, as a half Asian son of a White Nationalist, Holocaust denying, homophobic Nazi sympathizer, myself, and an Asian woman that desperately wanted to escape being Asian, wore colored contacts and dyed her hair red.

 

Below are several brief examples; there are perhaps hundreds of thousands of these guys – but not all of them make the news, and many just go about their day to day life (2017, July edit: see above link for a better list)

 

I am not against interracial marriage – I do recognize that I have immense emotional problems, and this is the result of an evil (or perhaps naive) man, my father, finding a loophole in a system that disfavors far-right, maladjusted, and overtly racist men. My brother himself has been seen by the police as being a “threat” and was institutionalized in the event that he would have gone on a killing spree. He also looks 100% Chinese.

 

My father is one of the most famous (notorious, rather) racists and homophobes in his entire continental region of the United States; my mother from China. Between 2010-2014 I went through a “Neo Nazi” stage, where I too became involved in Nazism.

 

Asian women are famous for being highly valued by racist white men, who view them as the antithesis to white female feminism, race traitors, and liberalism. My father, one of the most outspoken opponents of gay marriage in his entire region (in the United States), was married to an Asian woman. The “attraction” to Asian women is a very specific preference – largely predicated on the idea that Asian women like “beta,” maladjusted, unattractive and otherwise marginalized white men. 4Chan is largely an example of this. The more marginalized and insecure a man is – the more he tends towards being a racist, because he will see his whiteness as his only leverage in a world that devalues him; whereby, the more insecure and less desirable a white man is, the more prone he is to white supremacy, and the more insecure and less desirable a white man is, the more prone he is to fetishize Asian women as being the answer to traitorous white women.

 

In other words, “I may not be desired by white women (who I really want), but at least I can get a white skinned traditional Asian girl who will give me kids that (I hope) look white, like me, the most superior race in the world.”

 

Moreover, because many white men that lack the emotional or social or even physical capabilities to survive within Western society, they will use their race as a crutch (i.e., I may be a loser, but at least I’m white), and many of these “loser” white men become racist, and also rely on Asian women as a way to validate their whiteness. In other words, White women won’t take racist white men because they’re racist or losers or BOTH (it’s usually both), so these men fetishize Asian women.

 

Also, because of cyclical masculinity, white men who feel wronged by white women who prefer black men – highly value Asian women, since Asian women are known for not sleeping with black men.

 

Asian women are well known for loving blue eyes and blonde haired men – simply because they are white, and this means a higher status life and a means to integrate and feel beautiful – so white men capitalize on this, especially the ones who are unable to secure a white partner.

 

Asian culture also puts a high premium on integration and status, and marrying a white person is a shortcut to status, and integration. Much of the male’s flaws do not become apparent until later in life; yet Asian women are seen as an “antithesis” to the high standards of White women.

 

I.e., White women are viewed as not operating in accordance with the white man’s motives; so, whereby, Asian women, by virtue of wanting whiter children, and to escape the Gilded Ghetto / Model Minority second class citizenship, are very pro-white, and moreso, pro white-male. White men can escape “emasculation” by non-white men and white women, by “taking the power back” with Asian women, who want whiter children, and hate Asianness, and are unable to understand the cultural gap that makes the white male’s political views foreign to her.

 

They oftentimes, as a result, marry men like my father; antisocial, prickly, racist and extremely conservative, physically unattractive white men, and whether they intend to stay with these men after childbirth is still something I’m not sure of, given that many Japanese women kidnap their children back to Japan, and my mother, for example, started severely chastising and alienating my father after my brother and I were born, due to his political beliefs, unwillingness to work, and his general all-around awkwardness and autism.

 

In fact the entire gist of White male / Asian women relationships is that those white men with physical defects / mental defects have a better chance at getting a woman (in many cases, one with white skin) – than he would within his own race. Sounds un-PC, but people have died as a result, due to the fact that Asian women underestimate the potency of their genes, and that white skin does not equate to European appearance, and that the same White supremacist system they buy into, does not serve their children.

 

Biracial Asian children are raised under the “white is right” mentality, and inherit the father’s entitlement, yet none of the privilege – which makes biracial Asians especially volatile.

 

As to why Asian women love White supremacists – largely because these men are white. Asian women lack features that are found on other women, and so in a desperate attempt to make themselves feel more desired, they mistakenly go after white men (who they see at the pinnacle of society), with the belief that, should a white man accept them, that they are more beautiful, if not the most beautiful – which remains false. Even if the white male is undesirable or less attractive, because of their culture, they will not feel the need to sleep with these men, so his unattractiveness is moot to them. The problem is that they hope their children look white, and express disappointment when they look too Asian – leading to biracial Asian children being raised by literal white supremacists.

 

The list of alt-rightists, or Nazis, or general racists with Asian girlfriends or wives.

  • Richard Spencer, founder of the Alt-Right, admitted that he had multiple Asian ex-girlfriends, one of whom was interviewed for a MotherJones.com article.

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A video below is ofDavid Pakman, who has confronted Spencer on his Asian fetish.

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  • John Derbyshire, white nationalist writer: married to Chinese woman with 2 hapa children

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  1. Derbyshire writes an article for TakiMag for his half-Asian son, about the dangers of black people. Archive here.
  2. John Derbyshire, far right race realist married to Chinese woman and father of 2 hapa children, gives anti-Chinese speech justifying Chinese Exclusion Act and claiming many Chinese immigrants run opium dens
  3. Derbyshire complains that despite giving his Eurasian daughter classical violin lessons starting at age 6, she enjoys hip hop music and is an anti-racist. “Nellie, with her well-practiced Uh-oh, Dad`s-in-racist-mode-again look of resignation and disgust”.
  4. White Nationalist and National Review columnist John Derbyshire tries to explain his Asian wife to his fellow racists
  5. Some more things Derbyshire has said.

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  • Nick Folkes; Australian “Stop White Genocide” campaigner. Folkes’ ex-wife is Japanese. “I know it’s a very controversial thing to say, but Islam isn’t compatible with our way of life,” he says, seated at his desk beside the coffin. On the desk is a copy of the Qu’ran annotated with sticky notes and a stack of anti-Islam Cronulla rally flyers.”

Some of the things he has done:

Storming a church in Muslim garb the latest stunt of Party for Freedom’s Nick Folkes.” (August 15th, 2016, the Sydney Morning Herald)

“Meet the man who wants to celebrate the Cronulla riots.” (ABC.net.au, December 10th, 2015).

A description of Folkes’ hate group, “The Party for Freedom” (tagline: “Make Australia Great Again), seen here.

A humorous montage of his activities as well as a picture of his family can be seen above.


  • David Coppin, Neo-Nazi and member of National Action Rotterdam, seen below with his Filipino wife.

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A link from EDLNews.com (July, 2015) describing his Neo-Nazi activity.

Coppin is seen here, with a shaved head.

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Picture of Coppin on a flight to the Philippines with his Filipino wife:

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  • This particular guy, Nigel Wise, is in the English Defense League.

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  • John Friend, white nationalist: married to a Filipina woman.

Friend’s description seen here, according to Rightpedia.

A list of Friend’s activity with the White Supremacist organization, “Renegade Broadcasting”

A self-published description of one of his “broadcasts”, reads:

On this edition of The Realist Report, we’ll be joined once again by Kyle Hunt of Renegade Broadcasting. Kyle and I will be discussing the recent White Man March and his latest article Destroying The Anti-White Arguments published on the Renegade Tribune.


  • Black Pigeon Speaks: White Nationalist, who mentioned his fetish for Asian women on Twitter.

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Black Pigeon had two Youtube channels – one being an extremely racist channel where he criticizes multiculturalism and endorses White Nationalism. Archive of his channel here.

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He was revealed to have a channel devoted exclusively to traveling throughout different Asian countries. An archive can be seen here.

https://www.youtube.com/user/TVShinjuku

 


  • Brian Ruhe, Neo-Nazi, had a Thai wife. Ruhe’s book on “Freeing the Buddha,” with chapters such as “Adolf Hitler and Tibetan Buddhism.” 

Ruhe can be seen here, waving the Nazi Swastika, while his new Chinese girlfriend films.

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A separate post I made about him: Neo-Nazi white supremacist Brian Ruhe has a Thai wife


  • Charles Johnson, “leader” in the alt-right, and so called “most hated man on the internet” (abc13.com, archived). Johnson is a “race realist” and “white nationalist” who did an AMA (archived here) with Reddit’s /r/altright. A description of some of the horrible things he has said and did is here.

Wikipedia describes Johnson as: “an independent American journalist and owner of the websites GotNews.com and WeSearchr.com. He has written two books.[2][self-published source]”

Wonkette.comexplores the issue in an article called: “Chuck C. Johnson Answering Your Questions About How To Date Hot Asian Ladies”(Wonkette.com, January 30, 2015) Archive here. 

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Snippets of his interview with Reddit.com/r/altright; (/r/altright is now banned) seen below:

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Another tweet:

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  • Andrew Anglin; The creator of a massive Neo-Nazi website said:“Second, following from the key word there – “marriage” – the men who involve themselves with Asian women are looking for a serious and traditional relationship.  Women who go with Blacks and Latinos are looking for excitement.” 
  1. Anglin was a former “recreational visitor” in the Philippines, as seen in the below picture.
  2. A comment on a Reddit thread about Anglin. “You are deliberately trying to gaslight us. The reality is that Anglin, like many White men, has had past sexual intercourse with oriental women. As it’s very easy for a White man to have sex with oriental women, many White men do so – when they are young. I did so myself, in college. As in Anglin’s case, this was before I had developed my racial views. Today, I don’t have sex with orientals, and neither does Anglin.”
  3. Anglin, in his own words during an interview with cartoonist Ben Garrison, said:

I like young Filipino girls because they are shorter than me and they don’t care if I boss them around or if I tell them to shut up. American girls are too problematic.

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Vice article detailing Fischer’s racism, in an article titled “Exploring Bobby Fischer’s Maniacal, Racist Genius” (Sep., 2015); Original article seen here.

It’s hard to argue that Bobby Fischer was not a creep, because Bobby Fischer was a creep, and alienated virtually any friend, associate, or family member with a ceaseless combination of egregiously selfish behavior and an irrational antisemitism that bordered on maniacal. He was a Holocaust denier, kept boxes of Nazi propaganda, and on 9/11 he took this to the airwaves, via a public broadcast in the Philippines: “I say death to President Bush! I say death to the United States! Fuck the Jews! The Jews are a criminal people. They mutilate their children. They’re murderous, criminal, thieving, lying bastards. They made up the Holocaust. There’s not a word of truth to it… This is a wonderful day. Fuck the United States. Cry, you crybabies! Whine, you bastards! Now, your time is coming.”

The Atlantic.Com describes Fischer’s racism in “Bobby Fischer’s Pathetic Endgame” (Dec. 1, 2002).

Fischer added that the events of September 11 provided the ideal opportunity to stage a long-overdue coup d’état. He envisioned, he said, a “Seven Days in May scenario,” with the country taken over by the military; he also hoped to see all its synagogues closed, and hundreds of thousands of Jews executed. “Ultimately the white man should leave the United States and the black people should go back to Africa,” he said. “The white people should go back to Europe, and the country should be returned to the American Indians. This is the future I would like to see for the so-called United States.” Before signing off Fischer cried out, “Death to the U.S.!”


David Tovey, white supremacist who planned “who amassed a terrifying haul of arms and bomb-making equipment was planning to start a race war,” was married to a woman from Hong Kong. Archived link to an article explaining his activities.

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He married Oi Yi Yip, who is of Hong Kong Chinese origin, in 1989 after they met at an Oxford hospital. They ran a Chinese takeaway in Birmingham together, which later went bust.


  • Man tweets former KKK Grand Dragon and owner and founder of Stormfront.org, asking about whether or not Duke would take his support despite being married to an Asian woman.

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  • White guy from a few months back, married to an Asian woman, saying that a white woman who was burned to death deserved it for sleeping with a black male – hence being a “mud shark.”

  • Reactionary Expat, a White Nationalist Youtuber, who is married to a Taiwanese woman.

Below is a link to one of his YouTube videos in which he talks about the importance of preserving the white race through white nationalism (without mixing with Slavs and Mediterranean Peoples).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=4606&v=ScMAYTAIR8M


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Brash stressed the significance of New Zealand’s British heritage. When asked “who are the ideal immigrants?”, Brash made the following statement;

British immigrants fit in here very well. My own ancestry is all British. New Zealand values are British values, derived from centuries of struggle since Magna Carta. Those things make New Zealand the society it is.[16]

Archive.


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Charles Murray, race-realist author of The Bell Curve.

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“Murray credits his time in the Peace Corps in Thailand with his lifelong interest in Asia.[13] “There are aspects of Asian culture as it is lived that I still prefer to Western culture, 30 years after I last lived in Thailand,” says Murray.[13] “Two of my children are half-Asian. Apart from those personal aspects, I have always thought that the Chinese and Japanese civilizations had elements that represented the apex of human accomplishment in certain domains.”[13]

The book is described by Wikipedia with the following:

“Many of the arguments put forth by the authors were controversial, ranging from the relationships between low measured intelligence and anti-social behavior, to a genetic component of the low observed test scores for African-American (compared with whites). The book was heavily publicized as it was released, just after the death of Herrnstein. In the first several months of its release, 400,000 copies of the book were sold around the world. The Bell Curve argues that:”

Criticism of the book is also described on Wikipedia as such:

Since the book provided statistical data supporting the assertion that blacks were, on average, less intelligent than whites, some people have feared that The Bell Curve could be used by extremists to justify genocide and hate crimes.[43][44] Much of the work referenced by The Bell Curve was funded by the Pioneer Fund, which aims to advance the scientific study of heredity and human differences, and has been accused of promoting scientific racism.[45][46][47]

Also from Wikipedia:

 The Southern Poverty Law Center identifies Murray as a White Nationalist who uses “racist pseudoscience and misleading statistics to argue that social inequality is caused by the genetic inferiority of the black and Latino communities, women and the poor.”[34][35]

Murray’s ex-wife is Thai, as admitted by Murray in an interview with Race Realist Steve Sailer, on the subject of Amy Chua.

“I was also laughing because the mother of my first two children was half Thai and all Chinese, and it was all so familiar. The subject heading of the email attaching the Chua article to my elder two daughters was “Bring back memories?” My own archetypal memory is when my eldest daughter, then perhaps eight years old, came home with her first Maryland standardized test scores, showing that she was at the 99th percentile in reading and the 93rd percentile in math. Her mother’s first words—the very first—were “What’s wrong with the math?”


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  • Unnamed Stormfront Poster with half Japanese son: But, just because I have a biracial child doesnt mean I’d accept any inferior person as a mate, and the degeneration of our own gene pool which the Jews started means that many white women would fail my requirements in a mate. The current state of my sons development (at 5 years of age he’s taller than my waist and able to find his way around my computer.

 



Why do racist white men like Asian women? My dad is a Holocaust denier and has said that gays should be hanged, among other things, such as the fact that New York City is overrun by blacks, and Jews.

Simple:

As a white male; you can be extremely racist, angry and bitter to the point nobody wants to be around you (my dad, who has no friends), and then go for the one race of women that will appreciate for – you guessed it – your whiteness. The idea is that Asian women are more traditional, more family oriented, and more appreciative of traditionally conservative values – childbirth, wedlock, etc. Asian women, in return, get white skin (a cultural value) and integration (personal value) and possibly fulfills a fetish for white men, regardless of the man’s beliefs. Because Asian women are so desperate to escape the Gilded Ghetto, in which she is subjected to marginalization, humiliation, and frankly – because Asian women are not more beautiful than other women – they can only attract bottom of the barrel white men, like my father, and they are perfectly fine with this.

The white man gets a “substitute” white woman – a white skinned woman with less attitude, and more proactive in her belief that whiteness is valuable. In a way, Asian women are even more pro-white than the average white woman. 

If you are a bottom of the barrel white guy who feels like white women are too high maintenance and yet still wants to be proud to be white, and feel honored for your white blood, find an Asian woman. Not Latina, not black, not middle Eastern, but Asian. Honorary Aryans.

Since Asian women are seen as a fail-safe plan for a White guy – he can oftentimes feel the liberty to be over the top racist, and moreso, because Asian women are oftentimes seen (by most normal men) as strange picks, White men who like Asian women are oftentimes very insecure and even hateful against Asian males, their only competition in life during this race to the bottom. 

Are Asian women more attractive than other races of women? Of course not. Their only appeal is that they are well known for being easier to obtain if you are white.

White men / Asian women is a tradeoff; Asian women get a white lifestyle, integration into “superior” white culture- white men get to feel valued for their race. Eurasians are raised as substitute white children.

 This also explains why many half Asian criminals have expressed white-supremacist views; by and large because they aim for “upward” integration, rather than choosing to identify with a “net-negative” – or, Asian men, who are rejected by society.

🔥🔥🔥🔥Why do Asian men / White women couples seem to produce all of the successful Half Asian children? Academically cited as well.

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For an Asian guy to get a white / non-Asian woman he generally has to be mentally fit, physically sound; but for a white man to get an Asian woman he merely needs to be White. You do the math.

Asian women seem to know this – but avoid the elephant in the room.

Despite claiming that half-Asians are wildly successful (we are not, especially not compared to half-black people, who white conservative men passionately hate for reminding them of the “treason” of white women), there is no indication that half-Asians with white fathers and Asian mothers have achieved major success, even compared to other mixed-race pairings (such as the worldwide fame of Gigi Hadid and Zayn Malik – both of whom have Pakistani fathers and white mothers).

We can just go out on a limb and say that it’s the overall creepiness of the leering, racist white dad with yellow fever and the self hating Tiger Mom and that entire “dynamic” that screws up biracial Asian sons of WMAF, but it’s deeper than that.

We could also say that most Half Asians with Asian dads involve a tall, handsome, charismatic Asian guy and a very beautiful white woman (due to having high standards on both parts), while most Half Asians with white dads involve a rejected, anti-social, anti-feminist white man and a self-hating Asian woman.

Essentially, low-status white males and self-hating Asian women decided that they needed some way to justify an immensely unbalanced and fundamentally racist and elitist pairing, and so they promised hybrid vigor as a way to compensate for the fact that Asian males are hated, while Asian women are adored as an alternative for low-status non-Asian men who failed at relationships.

The best thing an AMWF / AMXF / AMLF couple can do is avoid WMAF, and keep their children away from WMAF. There have been reports (largely on Reddit) of WMAF couples actually going out of their way to denigrate and attack the children of AMWF and we all know now that White men married to Asian women seem to have a perpetual “racial tourettes” where they can’t prevent themselves from saying overwhelmingly racist things about white women, blacks, Asian men, and are so bizarrely creepy that they will actually examine their childrens’ facial features and stare at Hapa men in public as if they are gauging whether or not they want a son who looks more chinky or less.

After fifty years of boasting of some eugenic hybrid vigor (which no other mixed race pairing has promised) – the very best they can do now is steal Keanu Reeves (Asian father), spout off Nathan Adrian (5’11” Chinese mother, an extreme rarity), Olivia Munn (well known for being a horrible person), Kristen Kreuk (a has-been who has never achieved major success), and some half-Filipinos (some of whom aren’t even half Asian) while coming up almost entirely short on famous half-Chinese or half-East Asians with Asian mothers.*

I will use the following paper, “Children and the Shifting Engagement with Racial/Ethnic Identity among Second- Generation Interracially Married Asian Americans,” (Kelly Chong, PhD, University of Kansas, 2013), and the paperRacial Identity, Family, and Psychological Adjustment in Asian-White Biracial Young Adults” by (Vanessa Chong, University of Windsor, 2012).

Both papers ironically were written by Asian women with white partners – as if they themselves have begun to worry about their own children; they both write specifically that the children of Asian men and White women fare better than the reverse.

The reasons are varied, but I have compiled them all with actual sources, written, ironically, by Asian women with White husbands.

Asian men and white / non-Asian women.

  • Woman likes the Asian male despite his race and all of the negative stereotypes against him. Generally his race won’t be an “issue” (meaning that many White / black women are completely unaware of what the children of WMAW couples talk about)

Former President Barack Obama was quoted in the Washington Times as saying this about his mother:

“I always felt as if being black was cool,” Mr. Obama said. “[Being black] was not something to run away from but something to embrace. Why that is, I think, is complicated. Part of it is I think that my mother thought black folks were cool, and if your mother loves you and is praising you — and says you look good, are smart — as you are, then you don’t kind of think in terms of ‘How can I avoid this?’ You feel pretty good about it.”

  • Understands the child will be perceived as Asian and nurtures it in him, unlike White fathers and Asian mothers who hope the child looks white, and truly believes the child is white despite the kid facing extreme overt bullying and harassments from Whites / non-Asians for being Asian.

Many of the Euro- ethnic wives in my study were distinctive in that most of them appeared to be more cognizant about the issue of ethnic identity with regard to their children than were the Euro-American husbands in the study and, for the most part, were enthusiastic about helping their children engage it in some form. (Chong, pp.211)

  • Doesn’t pretend the kid is going to be a male model
  • Healthier fundamental basis, no white supremacist, anti-feminist white father who idealizes Asian women; no Asian mother who says horrific things about Asian males.
  • Loves the Asian male on either his looks or his character or both; doesn’t have delusional ideas about the child being a superhuman based on his race; if anything, completely avoids or shuns the idea that Eurasians are superior due to the fact that they are half white.
  • Doesn’t talk shit about Asian women.

In contrast to the women who frequently alluded to the nerdy quali- ties of Asian males as reasons for these men’s undesirability, interracially married Asian American men in my study rarely mentioned explicitly the physical shortcomings of Asian females as reasons for not marrying or dating them. (Chong, 2013; Pg. 197-198)

  • Both parties are conventionally attractive rather than fetishes

Although Asian American women in this study were generally highly assimilated as well, I believe my observations support the findings elsewhere that the assimilation “bar” may be higher for Asian American men than it is for Asian American women who wish to cross the ethnic/racial line in terms of romance and sex. (Chong, pp. 198)

  • Relationship is not politicized against Asian males or White females, as is the case in WMAW relationships; Asian male does not talk poorly about White men or Asian women
  • Asian men and white women do not promise Eurasian superhuman myths of their children, which seems common in extremely average looking White male / Asian woman couples. Asian men and white women do not hype up or focus on the child’s Asian features – merely that is is a child whose parents were in love.
  • While Asian women essentially do not date anyone but White men – Asian men have diverse love interests and oftentimes marry women that are opposed to White supremacist ideals.
  • The White or non-Asian women who go after or accept an Asian man tend to be more socially conscious and tuned in with the child’s ethnicity and needs.

Many of the Euro- ethnic wives in my study were distinctive in that most of them appeared to be more cognizant about the issue of ethnic identity with regard to their children than were the Euro-American husbands in the study and, for the most part, were enthusiastic about helping their children engage it in some form. (Chong, 2013; pg. 211)

  • Asian men and White women do not raise their children to be “master race”, push them to be models or actors, – but moreso normal, well adjusted people who are grounded, get good jobs, good education, and develop normal social lives.
  • White women will not marry an Asian male for status, as this is impossible given the lower status of Asian men.
  • Asian men actually have to meet a threshold in order to marry a white woman – they have to be good looking, or have a good job, or a great personality. A white man literally needs none of these when marrying an Asian woman, setting a terrible example for the child: i.e., look handsome, white, or die.
  • Most white men who get with Asian women are generally meek, “weak,” anti-social, Asiaphiles, nerdy, nebbish, or “losers”
  • Relationship is not about integration and assimilation into Whiteness, but against it
  • Relationship is not tinted with anti-feminist sentiment
  • Asian guy needs to hit a certain looks standard (looks are more important to White females than they are to Asian females)
  • Asian father is traditionally masculine, has good facial ratios and fits conventional attractiveness, which western women find appealing, due to narrow eyes, tan skin, dark coloring
  • No covert incest between mother and child
  • Promotes sports and social activities
  • Confident AMWW children generally date White women / non Asian women
  • Genuine interest in the Asian culture
  • Hopes the child looks Asian / dark features
  • Both parties have friends from a wide range of races and backgrounds
  • Doesn’t prioritize race, “passing” or “white privilege”
  • Both parties are historically disenfranchised
  • A very good looking Asian guy generally will wind up with a woman of another race

 


 

White men and Asian women

  • Woman likes male specifically for his whiteness and status (Hence massively skewed statistics among Asian women and white men – no other minority men)
  • Hopes child looks white
  • Praises the child’s light features / Euro features
  • Strongly hypes up the child’s ethnicity as biracial, promising high status which the child fails to obtain
  • Child generally strongly disfavors anything but the white side

Another Chinese American mom, Carol, related an incident about one of her young daughters that she found similarly disturbing and unexpected: this daughter, who is more Asian looking than her sister, announced suddenly one day that she did not like Chinese people, or anyone with black hair and dark skin, and chose a book for a school project explaining that it had light-skinned people on the cover. (Chong, pp. 205)

  • White men / Asian women generally have the most really terrible things to say (Chong, 2013, pg. 197-198)  about Asian men and have a complex power dynamic (White father, Asian mother) wherein neither is willing nor able to visualize the problems of the child. After all – Asian women want white children, and don’t seem to care as to how they get them. Asian women will praise White features – ignoring the fact that many half-Asians look totally Asian, either at birth, or in adulthood. This causes the child to hate its Asian side – like Elliot Rodger, and Daniel Holtzclaw.

In contrast to the women who frequently alluded to the nerdy quali- ties of Asian males as reasons for these men’s undesirability, interracially married Asian American men in my study rarely mentioned explicitly the physical shortcomings of Asian females as reasons for not marrying or dating them. (Chong, 2013; Pg. 197-198)

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In fact, Monica recalled an incident that was highly disturbing to her. When it was pointed out to her six-year-old son explicitly for the first time that he was half-Korean, she remembered that he almost became angry and horrified, and retorted, “No I’m not!” and ran out of the room. (Chong, pp. 202).

  • If child is not white, the mother will develop resentment toward him due to loss of status (hence so many Asian women with Asian looking sons displaying anti-social or miserable behavior).
  • No other interracial pairing, including Asian men / White women pairs, are so obsessed with how their kids look. White men, in particular, have a habit of staring at Eurasian children so as to examine their features in a way that some Nuremberg scientist would.
  • Tiger Moms
  • Extraordinary high rates of mental illness among mothers
  • The psychological emasculation of the child may start at an early age, especially within white supremacist cultures that love to demean Asian men, whereby the child feels mentally destructed or encouraged to hide his Asian side (which always fails).
  • White men involved in these relationships blatantly ignore signs that they are being used for their race and privilege, such as nearly constant comments about how “handsome” their western features are (despite not actually being handsome) and then don’t realize that they are being primed to create children like us whose entire value is that we look less Asian than we would normally look.
  • Encourages child to pass as white, compliments the child’s white features; this doesn’t exist in other biracial pairings where there is so much weird, creepy “examining” of a the child’s features: this is exclusive to WMAF couples.
  • Discourages child’s Asian features
  • Asian women historically do not marry for love – only for social benefit – and marriage to a white man, and only a white man, is seen as being the ticket to integration and “superior” children to fulfill a stringent life plan.
  • Family home environment harshly discourages identification with Asian males, yet promises high status for being mixed with White
  • Only care about the Asian culture after freaking out abut the child’s Asian looks
  • White men and Asian women in these relationships generally hate Asian men – yet their sons look Asian to Western society. 
  • They willingly ignore long legacies of white male supremacy in the Western world and willfully ignore clear indications of narcissistic behavior, such as fetishizing the child for his white skin / big eyes.
  • The entire premise is built on the hope that the child is white passing, whereby the father’s behavior, character (racist, alcoholic, violent, broke), all are non-issues as long as he is white; should the child be Asian looking, neither parent is prepared or willing to help him.
Monica, the Korean American mentioned earlier who in the past struggled painfully with her Korean heritage and appearance, feels that now that she has biracial children, she finds reengaging with Korean culture a simple necessity….

When asked whether she would care about ethnic cultural maintenance had her kids been Euro-ethnic, she confessed that she would not, and that the reason she felt the need to reconnect to her ethnic culture was because her kids have an undeniable Asian appearance. (Chong, 2012; pg. 202)

  • More often than not – but not always – the father is bottom of the barrel mentally or genetically (the prior in my father’s case) and for whatever reason ignores the woman’s clear white worshipping because he will stoop to any level to get laid… (English teachers, weaboos, nerds). Essentially men that were never intended to reproduce manage to find a way by virtue of having white skin.
  • Essentially any white guy can get an Asian woman
  • Both parties limit themselves to white friends
  • White privilege is taught to the child, and even encouraged by both parents
  • Many very unattractive white men go for Asian women as a fallback
  • Near constant debasement of Asian maleness in the home
  • Strong animosity towards anything and everyone Asian
  • Horrible personality
  • Strong dislike of AMWW couples
  • WMAW children generally limited to dating Asian women due to low self esteem
  • White father harasses children and makes Asian jokes
  • White father is oftentimes earning much less than the mother
  • White father is oftentimes a “loser” or a racist who sees Asian women as “replacement” white women who appreciate white men – leading to the child retaining the racist mentality.
  • Higher divorce rates
  • High parental health complications.
  • Just look at these couples. The power imbalance alone (75-80% of all Hapas having White fathers is enough of an implicit message that Asian men are inferior) is enough to cast a side eye at them…. now imagine the result of being the child.

Why the HELL are the most successful Eurasians to come out of EUROPE of all places – the hotbed of extreme racism, produce uniformly successful half Asians with Asian fathers despite being outnumbered?
These are all more or less familiar names – where are the ones with white fathers?*
American television, in the last year or two, has featured six Eurasians that I’m aware of.

SIX out of SEVEN of these half-Asians on AMERICAN TELEVISION in recurring roles have white mothers.

  • Rush Hour – Jon Foo
  • Marco Polo – Remy Hii
  • Agents of Shield – Chloe Bennett
  • House of Cards – Sandrine Holt
  • Elektra – Elodie Yung
  • The Amazing Race – Zach King
  • Criminal Minds – Daniel Henney.

Here are all the aggregated links discussing why the reasons AM/WW seems to produce top feeding success stories, while WM/AW produces dregs and burnouts.


Notes:
*I will admit that half Philipinos seem successful. I don’t know why – but East Asian mothers really love to try to highjack half-Filipinos to fill out rosters; why can’t they name any half Chinese sons beyond 2 or 3?
*I am aware there are successful half Asians – by law of numbers there will be. Fifty years of WMAW pairings would logically produce a few; yet despite being vastly outnumbered the children of Asian men / White women seem to have gone above and beyond – I would imagine being a Bond girl, a massive celebrity in Switzerland of all places would count as very successful.

🔥🔥🔥🔥How White men who “prefer” Asian women also HATE Asian men and White women the most, and how this affects Eurasian male psychosexuality; and why Elliot Rodger targeted Asian men and White women

White men who like Asian women HATE Asian men – because Asian men are beneath them when these same White men have failed at everything and develop an animosity to Western women and Western culture. When White men who have Asian partners see Asian men and White women together (since White women – who they view as traitors – were their real goal), they go into a rage – even at the expense of their own half-Asian children. This is because these same White men are bitter at their rejection, bitter at “liberal society,” and bitter at having to resort to controlling, mean-spirited and terminally-depressed Asian women, rather than having a loving relationship.

I am Eurasian with a White father and Asian mother. I am incredibly, incredibly messed up, way beyond normal behavior for a male of my age. A lot of this has to do with my paranoid, conspiracy theorist dad (who stopped working because he was afraid that Jesus was coming back, and drove my mother insane), and depressed, mentally-ill Asian mother. I inherited a lot of their mental “problems” – as well a their cultural baggage.

I understand that as a Eurasian male – there are going to be people out there that are a lot worse, particularly when nobody listens to you.

Want to know why? Look at this post by a White guy in Taiwan who was seeking a Taiwanese woman but said, in regards, to Taiwanese men / foreign women couples – that there were “more than there should be.” 

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In the past, I was actually verbally attacked and humiliated for my Asian appearance – despite having a White father and Asian mother – by several of my university classmates. Each and every one of the classmates that did this – was a racist against Asians; one was Arab, two were white.

As engineers they would constantly complain about the Asians in the library or in the cafeteria. It turns out that these men, given that they were neither particularly good looking, and also very nerdy, all slept with Asian women for casual sex and hookups. Because these were the only women these guys could get. These same men would routinely make fun of me for my appearance, ask questions like “are you taller than everyone in China?” (despite the fact that I’m shorter than many high school students, at 6’0″ tall), and made small penis jokes.

It’s not unusual for men who like Asian women to have a particular hate for Asian men and Eurasian men . 

The reason for this is because these men who like Asian women generally do so, as a way to “take back the power” in the form of male sexuality and dominance over Asian women – the women that are known, frankly, for being available for anyone that is not Asian. Asian women are not the most attractive, but largely, because of their stigma, tend to attract men who seek to express a latent desire to have a woman who will beget them with a sense of sexual worth, when in fact, these men might be lacking it in the first place; the desire for Asian women is generally consequential to ones inability to secure a non-Asian partner.

In other words: Asian women are THE LAST RESORT FOR BOTTOM OF THE BARREL (SOCIALLY, MENTALLY, OR PHYSICALLY) MEN.

So in a way, the entire appeal of Asian women is that they are available to you, if you fail to get what you want from non-Asian women, who are generally more physically appealing and have higher standards. Meaning that, if X women are too feminist, they don’t like you, too demanding, well, at least I can get an Asian woman – since she will do anything for integration and status (though this is not known to the male, who assumes that the woman just wants “big cock” and “sex with a superior male.”)

So when these men see Asian men with White or non-Asian women, it triggers them, in a way that is exceptionally dangerous, even bordering on violent. Because the Asian male (and in many cases, the Eurasian male) is a non-entity, a feminine other that does not deserve love or sex or companionship. Keep in mind that the man who chose an Asian woman – generally chose her as a second choice, as a response to White or other non-Asian women who have too high standards.

The entire appeal of Asian women is that they are available if and only if the first choice – a non-Asian woman – is not available. Meaning that men like me, who started off charming, outgoing and ambitious, refused to date them because I felt simply that it wouldn’t challenge me as a person, and largely because I didn’t want to be worshipped for my half-White blood. My first kiss actually was with one of the nicest girls I’ve ever known, who actually was Japanese and now engaged to a hapa with a Japanese father, but other than that, since that period I became more and more wary of Asian girls. Unfortunately for the decent ones out there.

So when a man who settles with his second choice – or even last choice before…. suicide, or whatever (as in the case of the original post), sees an Asian man with a White woman – it drives him crazy. It drove Elliot Rodger, the son of a White man and an Asian woman crazy, to see Asian men with White women. The following picture was essentially the catalyst that drove Elliot to murder White women and Asian men.

a8M9LEQ-2.jpgWhy would the son of a White man and an Asian woman want to murder White women and Asian men?

Have you seen the way that white men who fetishize Asian women talk down about Asian women and white men? Spend time around them or go into a place like /r/china and ask yourself, honestly, two questions:

  1. How is this progressive?
  2. What is this going to be like for the sons who look Asian?
  3. How the hell is is possible to be normal?

Keep in mind that contemporary White male masculinity is essentially now hinged on the dominance over Asians. Keep in mind that the White male is now “under attack” by Muslims, blacks, and other people of color.

In order to really overcome their fear of losing both political and sexual power, the availability of Asian women is their number one fallback plan.

Asian male / White female (or in some cases another type of woman) tends to provoke anger in non-Asian males in a way that others are not able to properly understand.

Just read how this woman was harassed by a Trump supporter for having an Asian husband. Archive here.

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Keep in mind that many, and I mean many, Trump supporters fully support WMAW.

Another thing to point out – like the top cartoon – is that certain Asian women are pretty much incapable of the Westernized notion of love. Tiger Momming is in their veins, as is Tiger Relationships were they get a white husband, nag and scold him constantly, and so the White man finds himself in a loveless relationship while genuine relationships between Asian men and White women – based on love, mutual understanding and similar life goals, drives him crazy. So there’s that.

Obviously these are generalizations but when something like this is ignored, bad things have happened and will happen. The real culprit is just common every day white supremacy, otherwise known as that practiced by your average twenty something fuckboy.

🔥🔥🔥How I became a half-Asian white supremacist, and some of the crazy stuff I did as a Eurasian male, with a Chinese mother, and a tall, skinny, blue eyed, glasses wearing, bearded red-haired British-German father.

I think this could be relevant to anyone interested. I deeply regret becoming a White supremacist and a Nazi, despite having an Asian mother, yet this is incredibly common among the children of White racist men who seek out Asian women as a validation for whiteness – and Asian women who push their children to identify as White.

I challenge anyone on this planet to provide a simple explanation as to why a half Asian guy who looks and identifies as Asian (because most non-Asians will always, always point out the Asian in you), would be proud to identify as an Asian male – when almost 100% of the time, the father is White, and the mother is Asian.

Being proud would require a complete inversal of all potential logic. There is no reason to be proud of your mother’s heritage when she truly believed that Whites were superior to her – White women do not want to create Half Asian babies, meaning that White men and white society is good enough to keep white women on the plantation. Not Asian women though.
Asian people have a massive inferiority complex about their appearance relative to everyone else due to their facial features – undefined, and undesired by the majority population, so Asian women will submit themselves to very racist, unattractive white men who take advantage of their ingrained self hatred.

Essentially, being Asian is so bad – it subjects an individual to such harsh racism – that even the worst white male, a racist, undesirable, unattractive and rejected White male – is a better pick. Because Asian women provide a “service” to lonely white men – i.e., cure their loneliness – they feel more integrated and get a chance to avoid the crippling Asian stereotypes and harsh realities of being Asian in a hyper aggressive Western world;

but then their sons come out look 110% Asian and are even more self hating than their mothers, being subjected by both of their parents as well as society to the idea that:

being Asian is bad.

Sure there are Hapas who “do well,” but how many Hapa men do you know who just wind up marrying Asian women because White women reject them?

This is the direct result of having a Chinese mother who wanted to integrate into the US and was adamant about her hatred of anything Asian. For a long time I considered my mother to be “white”, as she had altered her appearance so extensively that in my vague memory of her – I never considered her an Asian woman, and only yesterday (yes, that yesterday) was I able to look in the mirror and see an Asian guy looking back, and be able to not revert into an immediate panic. This was also the result of being surrounded – yes, surrounded, as five out of six of the Asian women in my family were married exclusively to White – not Indian, black, Latino – but White, men, and I internalized this through my entire childhood.

Most half Asian men are raised in a world where Asian is synonymous with unattractive, and Asian women outmarry at rates higher than anyone else combined, so it only becomes natural that Half Asian men develop extremely racist, self-hating views where they pride themselves on being White, rather than Asian, because we have White fathers. The vast majority of Hapas do the same, and whether or not they admit they are racist, they still practice an extreme form of narcissism – using their own “looks” (which seldom are true) as a cover for their own fear of being seen as Asian. Essentially, the “hype” behind Half Asianness is merely a result of a tremendous desire to avoid being seen as Asian – which is the one race which everyone feels the right to ostracize and treat with utter contempt.

Other Half Asian men become more and more white worshipping, aggressively chasing White women in an attempt to prove that they are indeed better than White men, and also because they are repulsed by the low standards of Asian women. I have moments where I feel such a desire for white women as a way to just express a total and utter disassociation with WMAF, due to my unconscious disgust with it – in other words, the more I can find love in the arms of a White woman,

From a “cute” little Half Asian boy with light features, my hair and my features gradually grew more Asian, and I was wholly unprepared for racism, especially considering that much of this racism came from White men and Asian women themselves; having a racist white father and a Chinese mother who played favorites on her children (white was better and had more freedom; Asian looking – my brother – Tiger Mommed and treated different) – genuinely screwed me up.

Watch this before reading this post.

Female Chinese international student who denigrated Chinese and sang praises about America at UMaryland commencement is in a WMAF.

They realize that Asian women produce sons who look like this:

These are some of the things that I, as a Eurasian did. Self-hatred, as an Asian person, is only natural, because Asians are unique compared to the rest of humanity in that they ardently dislike their appearance and attempt to base themselves on the appearance of whites – something that is impossible because of the vastly different coloring, skin texture and facial bones, as well as the proportions and texture of the body. Given that Asian women are unique among women of all races in that they outmarry at rates that are unmatched by anyone -black, white, Indian and Spanish, Asian women deliberately send the message that Whiteness and White men are better goals and that people of color – especially Asians, are beneath them, and so Asian women will literally join in in bashing Asian males – including Half Asian males – in order to more properly integrate and prove their “beauty” – which in fact is not beauty, but merely a fetish held by a minority of White men that are unable to secure a white partner.

  • I denied I was Asian for almost ten years and identified as Italian or Russian.
  • I cut my hair very short to retain its light color, up until two years ago; my hair becomes more brown when short, very, very dark at longer lengths and when wet
  • I would avoid looking at myself in the mirror after taking a shower because my hair would become black, and stand up straight, and strong, and bring out my Asian features
  • I did not look in the mirror for a three year period between 2012 and 2015
  • Gained sixty pounds in a summer to look less Asian – lost seventy pounds in one summer three years later, to again, look less Asian, based on different comments I was receiving at the time
  • I used to believe my mother gave birth via immaculate conception or divine intervention and that God ordained me to be white to fulfill a plan for divinated white supremacy
  • I would fantasize about using a razor blade to cut and deepen my eyes
  • I believe God had chosen me for my looks and I bought lottery tickets expecting to win, like Rodger.
  • I would vomit profusely after developing body dysmorphia as an attempt to cover up my Asian appearance; my vomit was colored unusually due to the large amount of supplements I was taking to maintain a weight that I thought would cover my Asian appearance
  • Plagued by nightmares for twenty five years about my mother crashing our car into a body of water before drowning. Dreams have ceased since writing this blog.
  • I screamed at an AMWW couple out of anger, after seeing one in a bar, again, like Rodger.
  • I would smack an Asian student in the face in an attempt to dominate him, out of insecurity
  • I made fun of a popular Asian student at my school anonymously and hurt his reputation to cover my own insecurity
  • I would sing fake Chinese songs in an attempt to impress my friends
  •  I would write long winded emails to my father about how I though blue eyed and blond haired people were angels – after which he never bothered correcting me
  • I posted profusely on very hardcore Neo Nazi forums
  • I was a prolific author of insanely racist Neo Nazi cartoons
  • I had befriended a violent neo Nazi who went over my Facebook and criticized me for having too many friends of color and too many Asian female friends – my cousins.
  • On seeing a photograph where I looked Asian, I would immediately delete it and go into a dark depression
  • I never looked at photographs of my parents – either because I was ashamed of the fact that I was half Asian, or because WMAF made me subconsciously uncomfortable (likely the latter)
  • To this day I have not taken a photo since 2012 out of fear of looking too Asian.

More if I can remember. My fear is my pain will eventually dissipate and I’ll forget. I need to continue triggering myself to the point that I can effectively keep producing material that will help people.