From Afro Alchemist:
“Young Elliot Rodger thought his fathers status as a white male would be conferred upon him like some type of birth right, but he was wrong. He would only be accepted as who he appeared to be , in his case an Asian male , and since he had internalized all the toxic racial ideas about Asian men in white American culture , he could not bear the thought of being relegated to a status beneath what he mistakenly believed was his white male identity.
He wasn’t a white man and the white women he so desperately wanted never let him forget it. To them he was just a another socially awkward, shy, small, weak , Asian boy.
It was the this part of himself that he subconsciously blamed for his lack of success with the blonde , blue eyed , golden Becky surfer girls that were always beyond his reach. “all those girls that I’ve desired so much, they would’ve all rejected me as an inferior man if I ever made asexual advance toward them”(7)
It was this part of himself he was trying to kill when he allegdly drugged, bludgeoned with a hammer, stabbed and then mutilated with machetes his first three victims : David Wang, George Chen, and James Hong.”
